Saturday, May 30, 2009

I can't stay in a city without something fun

Another late hello :(
Blogging from my phone can cheer me up a lil' bit.
My Gosh..
I'm so hell-bored here.
My cousins are all having their schools exams & uni tests.
The others are sick! *sobss*
Mybe they attacked by some virus :(
Can you imagine how bored am I , being alone?
My friends ask me to go out but they can't pick me up since I live so far from them :(
Anw, I got no time to hang out with them in weekend 'cause I must visit my relatives.
Uhhh, I really wanna go home!
I din shop much here,Just few stuffs.
But what I'm happy the most is,
I gain 3 kg ! :D

Fuhh, going home between tues or wed.
I better go to singapore,
Its like second home for me..
Besides, I can shop 'till I drop there !! :(

Soo, wanna know 'bout my entrance test here ?
I spend about 2hours to finish it X)
I work on drawing the longest :p
"Draw a female from head to toe, design her wears complete with accesories"
I'm thinking of ideas & finding inspiration,
& my inspiration @ that time is : flowers & bows.
I combine my theme with my prom dress cause I stuck my mind,
& can't think of another inspiration design.
[ You'll know & feel it after you sit there,
Alone & the heat.. IT'S SO HOT !! *sweating* ]
Anw, the result is not bad, cute enough :)
Simple but sweet :D
Just wish the examinor will like it okeyy :)

There're lots of other questions,
Sometimes I suddenly stuck my mind, & tell you my cheat..
I texted medi & asked her to help me :)
I asked bout 3-4 questions :p
But it doesn't matter actually cause there're lots of other questions :)


Oops, gotta go to have my lunch.
*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
Xoxo

Monday, May 25, 2009

Confuse in a confusion



















Uhh, I'm feeling like spinning in a circle.
Someone has influenced my thought & Idk, must I change my mind ?
I'm soo confused...
Should I wait & cancel or Should I stay ?

I'm not gonna blog much for a week okeyy,
going to Jakarta tomorrow :)
wish me luck for my test !
Just received a text,
gonna have "friendship photoshoot" @ 7th June,
specially devoted to Adelwin that are going to sydney :)

..thankk youuu..
*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Past is always a past, future is changing all the time

Still, not gonna write much today.
Too tired & lazy, uhh..



















What is it for if you are graceful like a swan if your attitude is worse than sh*t ?
Useless, right ?
Remember, people judge.
No matter how good you hide yours, I assure you.. will be revealed soon :)

Past is true just a past, but it marked your heart deeper than today right ?
Sometimes, you just feel like "uhh, I don't care about my past ",
but that 'past' never go away from your head.
" you can forgive, but you never can forget "
Beleive me, it's soo true.




















Thank youu for the breakfast , rongrong :)
Appreciate it soo much !

heyy boy, I didn't mean to hurt you..
but I want you to move on, please ?
Take care of yourself okeyy ?
I know you'll be just fine :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Friday, May 22, 2009

Are you real human or made of wax ?



















Stiff like a statue, extremely gorgeous like a doll.
What're you made of ?
You have complete body & every single part of it..
But why're you so empty inside ?
You heart are soo cold.. you lips seem bloodless..
Only shadow & lights could tell.
You are awake, but why there's no wink from your eyes, even a snap ?
You are breathing, but you look like a dead body..
You are walking, but you got no footsteps..
You are talking, but there's only silence..
What're you made of ?
Can you see me ?
can you .. ?

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Difference can tell anything lies behind the truth

Supposed you all know what I'm going to do now ,right ?
I'm sure some of you've seen the complete photos @ Kenny Lukman's blog or Facebook.
So let's just get into the point, I'll just upload some of my fav :)
Ready to laugh ? cause my face is thick enough :p

Once again, I really understand if some people hate & feel disgust by these photos, so If you're going to add your sin, please kindly close my blog :)
For ART lovers, enjoy the art :D

Photographer : KL Photography (Kenny Lukman)
Make Up Artist : Kenny's mom
Hairdo : Kenny's mom & Myself


































































































I know, Really not look like me at all, right?
Absolutely AGREE !!

pleasee.. stay away from me..
Really, don't do that again & again..
I'm tired.. Beg you to move on..
*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Joker is not the only one who has torn mouth,see with naked eyes



















ART is always wonderful , no wonder there's always hidden message inside :)
Are your eyes same as mine ?
See what I see, read what I read, understand what I understand here ? :D
In fact, everyone has that torn mouth, just how people could see it ,matters..

Katy Perry known with sweet & cute style,
what about her in her sexy way ?








































































ahh, I really want that "curve" !

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Monday, May 18, 2009

Mayday ! Sometimes, lower our pride is the best way, honey



















Ahh, I really want to attend this !
If only in last February I went there, I would definitely attend this :(

Victoria Secret's fashion show 2009, freaking me out!














It's like a dream if I had this, My God, she got the VS's wings :


















Every time VS shows the wings up,
My eyes can't stop to be impressed & say " woww.. Craps, *speechless* "




















I want that gold one, I know it's not up to date, but I just want that!!




















I always love her :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Who says blog can be rotten if It's too dead ? I said, mine does.

Prom was yesterday & I arrived home @ almost 1 am,
after prom we went to angel walk to have dinner :p
Everybody said that the prom was not good & I agree, maybe because of the rain ?
well, not many photos on my phone, I'll just upload some :










My prom dress :)
I always love backless, so I made it backless :D
what do you think ?
I think shorter is better, a bit too long, right ?
sorry I'm lazy to edit the photo, so I just edit them carelessly :p



















































Sorry If I look sooo ugly, Idk why I was really not photogenic at that time :(
More pics will be uploaded if I've got the photos okeyy.
Ohh yeaa!
Special thanks to my make up artist : Stephanie Young :)

My blog is really dead & rotten.
Sorry, I'm really lazy these days..
Just skip my blog :(

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Your eyes & tongue are Brands, so does your Heart



















I never thought, really.
never cross my mind that you could do that & said those words.
I just knew that few hours ago & it hurts soo bad.
fu*k you !I can't deny that I'm angry, But I never can hate you.
ssooo, it's true ?
such a brand huh?

I'm happy now & have a lot of people who love me & care about me, have you ?
I'm not alone, but YOU are the one who alone.
I'm happy & I can do & be whatever I want & have a lot of fun, can you ?
I don't think so.
Think okeyy, I will never hate you, but please respect others.
soften your bloody heart :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

What can be said by stuck-mind ?

Okeyy,
I really have NO IDEA what must I write today..
Blank . . .












I AM IN A RAZZLE-DAZZLE !
Prom is just 3 days ahead & I really beg my bruises to go away from my shank :(
I've taken my prom dress,
& It's all white, actually I told her to make the bow for my headpiece in gold colour, but yet..
she made it white like my dress..
All white from my head to toe ? Uhh, looks like a bride huh?
I don't care anymore, just face the prom !!
What's missing now is clutch bag & I really have no idea where to buy pretty gold clutch bag :(
& one more thing, I'm confused about my hair!
Curly is really boring for prom & I need a fresh hairstyle, any idea ??
Tell me!!

Kenny made this coming soon of the 2 contrast close up shoot :






Big clue huh ?
don't laugh yet, cause you'll laugh till your tears dried up later..
ahh, I can only cement my face as thick as possible.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Time is turning inverted with our clock

Old times, old memories..
hmm.. they seem soo far away :).
The happy-sad time, The tense, The fuss, The drama, The emotion, The fight, The laugh, The tears & soo many things..
I miss them & I miss all the people..
Maybe now everything has changed, more than words could tell..
but, I'm grateful for everything, meeting the people, facing all the good & bad memories..
They really mark my heart & memories, I never regret for the bad memories,
cause I learned lots & lots of things & made me stronger :)
I'm remembering all the good memories & I really happy I had those & them :D
I miss & think of them, often ..
I care & love them much, really..
Do they miss me too ?
I wish they're happy :)

I'm sorry for typing so much craps here,
but nowadays I'm in mood to write my personal life..
Idk why, but seems like blog is slowly become my lil' indirectly diary :)

I think I'll just upload some random photos from Kevin's & eLa's bday party :




























































































I'm soo in love with katy perry, she's my fashion icon!
She's cute & hot. ooh, I loveeeee her :


































































































































































*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Sunday, May 10, 2009

I got another thing for killing my Boredom

Got this from Beverley Ongah,
but I copied from other people since I couldn't copy from hers :(

1. Real Name : Elsie Chrysila
2.Nickname(s) : eL, sie, bebii, etc
3. Age : 18th :(
4. Height : 167cm
5. Weight : 45-46 kg
6. Spec or contact lens : colour contact lens
7. Horoscope : Taurus
8. Male or Female : Female
9. Tv or Games : Games ? :)
10. Primary School : Budi Murni-3
11. Secondary School : Santo Thomas 1
12. Poly or Jc : University :)
13. University : going to Esmod Jakarta, then between Milan or Paris
14. Hair colour : Black
15. Long or short hair : Long, no no short hair.
16. Loud or Quiet : LOUD !
17. Sweats or Jeans : Dresses :p
18. Phone or camera : can't live without my phone :)
19. Health Freak : OHH, MINUS !
20. Drink or smoke : Drink & get the party started :D
21. Have a crush on someone ? : Hmm... why should I tell you ?
22. Eat or drink ? : EAT !
23. Piercing(s) : It's soo the old me , not now.
24. Tattoos : Nope, If yes I choose flowers in my back :)
25. Social or anti-social : SOCIAL never dies :p
26. First Relationship : My First Boyfriend :D
27. First best friend : Umm.. a guy but I won't tell who.
28-47 : I have no idea where're the questions ?!?!
48. Wealthy or happiness : Happiness
49. Want to get married ? : OF COURSE !
50. Want kids ? : yeaa, a couple :)
51. Careers in mind : Great Fashion Designer, The Best Wife & Grandmother :)
52. Fight before ? : many times ! (old stories)
53. Most regret of : Being so naive
54. Talented in : err.. have fun ? :p
55. Weak in ? : Many things
56. Romantic or spontaneous ? : Spontaneous
57. Lip or eyes ? : Both
58. Nice stomach or nice arms ? : Nice stomach
59. Shorter or Taller ? : i want taller !!
60. Protective or Caring : soooo Caring :D
61. Hook-up or Relationships : Relationships
62. Troublemaker or hesitant : Troublemaker ? :(
63. Lost glasses or contacts : BIG GLASSES !
64. Ran away from home : almost :p
65. Held a gun/knife for self defense : BOTH! so if I ran out of bullet, I still can stab !
66. Killed somebody : HELL NO!
67. Broken someone's heart : yeaaaapp
68. Been arrested : nope
69. Cried when someone died : OF COURSE !!! CRAZY ?!!
70. Missed someone a lot a lot : yeessss
71. Believe in Yourself : Not really..
72. Believe in Miracles : YES
73. Love at first sight : Never
74. Heaven or Hell : HEAVEN!
75. Santa Claus : i want many things !
76. Cartoon or anime : Anime, haha
77. Tooth Fairy : ehehe
78. Kiss in the first date : Never, but I think it's soo romantic if the guy can be trusted :)
79. Afraid of death : sometimes not.
80. Handsome or cute : cute
81. Pretty or cute : I want hot! :p
82. Reality or dream : Dream, I live on imagination
83. Is there a person you want to be with now ? : Hmm.. :)
84. Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ? : I should be, shouldn't I ? :(
85. Do you believe in fate ? : YES
86. Do you believe in everlasting love ? : NO
87. Do you believe in god ? : YES
88. How often do you lie ? : ssttt, that's my secret okeeyy ?
89. Do you respect elders ? : Must rite? but maybe sometimes not :(
90. Are you a good kid ? : Nope
91. Do you like your family ? : LOVE
92. Do you like your friends ? : LOVE
93. Are you greedy ? : yeaaasss.
94. What do you want now ? : faithful, kind, understanding, honest & love me for who I am boyfriend :)
95. What will you wish for ? : Happiness for people who I love
96. A truth to first person ? : God
97. A truth to second person ? : Elsie :)
98. A truth to third person ? : You
99. Do you even trust yourself ? : hmm? :)
100 .post as 100th truth tag 10 person : LAZY

Every word that comes out from your mouth is all Sin

I really don't understand why her mouth can't mind of people's feelings.
Her mouth is just too poisonous & mean.
I bet she never think 'bout others' feelings when she's talking.
Really, I don't lie to you..
Her words can kill you in long period..
I don't hate her, but please I want her to change before somebody hurts her & smack her to the lowest ground because of that.
She's not a bad person but her mouth is too cruel to speak up.
She doesn't cares bout others' business, but her mouth does.
I lost my mood since this evening because of that mouth.

Well,
let's just skip that okeyy.
I'll upload some photos,
but I truly understand if some people will criticize these & said "eww, what the hell?"
& If you are about to make a sin, just close my blog as fast as possible.
But for those who understand, thank youu :)
This is art, just appreciate it :D
I just upload my favourites okeyy.

Photographer :
* Yan Photography: Ivan Yan
* DunJ Graphic Artist: Jeffry Azwindy
Make Up Artist : Stephanie Young
Creative Editor : Jeffry Azwindy & Dellany Tantriady























































This one is Yan's but edited by DunJ :












You can see some @ Ivan's facebook,
his name in facebook : Ivan Yan Haha
& some are not uploaded in anywhere :)

& Thank you to DunJ Design for making me this,
he asked me to put this as my computer wallpaper :













& He made me logo :
















Thank yoouuuu :)
I love it, it's cute !

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Time never lies, tick tock remains the same

Geez, Here I am blogging from my phone.
Like before,
busy loves me too much & it won't let me go,
Till I'm tired like hell & sick like yesterdays.
Uhh, my legs were soo blue & it hurts soo baaddd.
Still,
My new superbig bruises haven't gone yet,
& my two legs wanna broken into four bcause of another dance floor action.
Yeaa, Kevin's party is today.

Bruises big bruisess,
ow can I wear dresses for my relative's marriage tomorrow ?
It's so stressful since prom is just next week.
I don't really care if my bruises still there tomorrow,
But I do feel frustrated if my bruises still there next week.
I need to find ways to heal it because it's impossible to cover it!!
Arrgh, I hate being soo clumsy.

Hope I got time to blog from computer tomorrow.
Cause I'll upload some photos from the shoots with Ivan,Jepp,&eLa.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
Xoxo

Thursday, May 7, 2009

I post useless writing today



















Don't be shocked & said "what the hell ?" okeyy,
I give you the clue of the one concept from that 2 contrast photoshoot..
but this wasn't the extreme yett, this was just the half way of the mk up :)
still hasn't finished the make-up & hair-do & other things :)
I won't upload another one, cause really..
I'm too embarrased & I guarantee,
everyone who sees it, will laugh out loud 'till crying :(
But nvm, I'm a person who dare to try new things !
soo, I won't mind what people say :)

My shank is swollen & It hurts sooo bad :(
uhh, my relative will be married this sunday & prom is just next week!
& my shank.. swollen & soo bluee ! *HELP*

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

My World is spinning around my head

Here is the result of being too exhausted,
I'm sick.
Lying all day long in my bed accompanied by my bb is the only thing I could do.
Well, I've filled up my energy :D

I won't write much today,
& I won't upload any photos :)
But what I'm going to do now is,
promoting 2 of my friends for their new JoB:

1. DunJ Design, by Jeffry Azwindy












If you want to make b'day invitation, name card, or whatever you want ,
He can design it for you & even print it for you to printing house !!
Great right ?! Don't worry, you'll find it cheap & you'll be satisfied :)
You can ask him directly from his facebook or chatbox , click here :
http://www.jeppjepp13.blogspot.com/

2. KL Photography, by Kenny Lukman














You want to do some photoshoots ?
Find him & see the results & he'll even print them for you !
If you want to ask him price or see his shoot,
ask him directly @ facebook or Chatbox, click here :
http://www.blackphotographs.blogspot.com

I'll be happy to help you guys to cooperate with my 2 dearest friends :)
They are nice & friendly :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo