Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Lost the mind

Currently in singapore, couldn't online for days 'cause I'm back to my hometown & the internet connection is so lame..then off to this one-dot city/country.
























What is it when you don't feel what actually you are feeling?
Feel the wrong thing, but you don't know what.
ignore everything yet keep doing all things & feel so numb?
don't really know what I'm talking about.
Some shadows need to be covered, but too much reality is not working smooth.
Should you be your own shadow yet feeling trapped or be outstanding yet feel so lost?

People judge more than being understanding.
It's a human nature.
We're all mistakes, we're all sins.
Thirst of perfection yet blind in imperfection.
We are victims..
but don't forget we are the killers, too.

*kissonthelips*
lovess,
xoxo

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Shaking Lady

I'm lil' bit busy lately to update my blog.
well, I'm still in holiday but I wanna keep myself busy.
So I accept any offers & freelance job.
In previous days, I was into some shoots offers, as the talent or as the assistant & stylist.
Pretty exhausted, but I got my experiences & knew some pro photographers & make up artists.

Let me share you this :
























So, this is my first moving picture editing.
This is my first try & I'm still learning to edit a picture to this moving motion.
I edited the whole colour from original.
I bet you don't want to see the original photo, cause it's awful.
So, what do you think ?

Thinking to have another self-learning editing photo tonight =)
Wish me another luck.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Upside Down

I don't even know what happen to me today, but I feel so.. i don't know.
I would love to scream till' I lose my voice than feeling so uneasy like this unreasonable.
got some mental & heart problem.
I might need some mental treatment I guess?
well, I'm so exhausted today, had a small photo session & got another photo session tomorrow.
I could die wake up so early in holiday.

















I think I'm in my dilemma, should I go back to my hometown ?
Honestly I'm scared since there're 5 case in 3 days : Bank Robbery with one murdered victim, Jewellery store Robbery, a woman was robbed infront of a saloon & injured, a shopping centre was on fire this morning/noon, & Robbery in public.
Crazy idk what happen to my hometown to turn to such a mess.
World is Brutal.
*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Return from the Dark

So, I almost closed this blog, since I've stop blogging & never blog.
Life goes on, too many stories to tell till' I don't know what to tell.
So how about.. forget days I've passed & begin from today.

Here are some random photos :

Photos under are when I'm following Jakarta Runway Project Competition, & suddenly idk how I'min as 20 finalist =) RECYCLE & REPRODUCE ! on 31 July 2010.
well, under this is my model & my recycle creation as a beginner, backstag
e with my friends & 2nd winner of Go Girl Magazine Model. full album photos
are in my facebook=)



































































































































































































































































































Okeyy enough for JRP lazy to upload too many photos, just open my fb for more tons of photos.
Under this is when I'm in singapore for holiday, & im watching Katy Perry in singfest, but the photos are still in the camera. Just gonna upload some photos with friends. for the rest well, photo tag by my friends in fb.































































































































































































































































Enough for that & under these are random photos.
























































































































































under this & upper this is at UPH carnaval, below this is my own creation & myself chosen as 10 models from esmod.































































































































































































































Okeyy enough, I'm tired & starving.
*kissonthelips*
xoxo