we often stuck in this condition, this feeling.
It's like a bomb, just wait for it to blow up & crash to pieces.
Never in our life we ever want to fall to a deep well that takes us forever to get up.
But the truth speaks a lil' bit contrast, that we always fall for it.
I am not directly speaking about something called Love or anything else.
what I'm talking about is a feeling that we want to avoid or try to avoid, but we just couldn't resist the temptation.
We know it maybe an underground bomb that will explode right away after we step on it & release our feet.
But why the hell on earth we still want to step on it & just want to take the risk ?
It's something you can avoid but you just couldn't, hard for you to look away while it feels so close & too good to be true ?
We realize it might be hell yet we just want to believe it's heaven.
& when it crashes, all we can do is just cry it over & over again, regret things we could do to avoid it/get it all back or even regret the feelings that we've fallen for it.
Not much to say to make us believe it was real, not less to hypnotize us to fall for it deeply for an instant moment, & not long to crash us to pieces & burst out of tears.
& it hurts more than hell swallowing your heart.
From the beginning we've known it might be hell, but aren't hell offers you the best ?
Nothing makes your head stop spinning around the hell all day & night.
Nothing stops your heart beating for the hell.
Nothing stops your eyes to blind & your brain to believe to hell.
Your thirst of attention & feeling of loved couldn't help you to refuse the hell.
That's how you fall for it in the thought it was heaven until you see how it begin to rotten & stinks.
There's no medical care, only mental care.
There's no cure, life is just brutal.
Don't understand a bit' of it?
No offense, you've to think deep rather than shallow.
*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo
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