No need to read this.
This is just a random post.
I'll drag you to the same boredom.
It's kindda' long, not important, & just random.
This is just another random minds of mine.
have no idea what to do.
Bought tons of dvd last month but left 'em in hometown.
I think I really got a mental problem.
Sometimes I feel like fighting with my own mind.
sometimes I think all day long without any results.
sometimes I feel like my mind has stop for hours when I realize I think on nothing realistic for hours.
sometimes I feel like arguing with my other me, my own mind.
sometimes I feel like a mad-damn girl.
sometimes I feel like angry, sad, & screaming but I just stand still, confused with myself.
sometimes I wonder what's wrong with myself.
sometimes I can't control myself, my feelings, & my emotion.
Is it my mental problem or I got a selfish emotion ?
consider me as a quite a normal looking mental patient?
I'm so bored.
my mind is flying away & have a walk to nowhere.
a space between reality & imagination & empty space.
Don't scare me or scared of me.
cause' I don't really remember this when everything back to normal.
I only type this in confusion, in empty space.
not sure what I'm typing.
I wanna be more realistic.
I realize world is so cruel & brutal, full of deceive & lies.
People come & go, they always rush, they always late.
they always try to forget, they always try to remember.
they always regret. they always move on. they always stuck in a place.
they always find a way. they always lost.
What comes around, goes around.
Maybe that's human race.
never enough, the more they gain, the more lonely it is but they still want more & more & more.
why don't they just appreciate & treasure what they have ?
till' they lost everything & should struggle from the beginning to get what they already have.
Stupid? Fool? Indeed.
Maybe that's human race.
No one really understands, no one really knows, no one really satisfied.
& no one stays the same.
-Random minds of mine-
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