The Hair & The Freeze

My forever love goes to The Hair & The Freeze.
Somehow it affects me, even it's nothing.
mind-playing. it shows something I couldn't express.
No one can read my mind.

do I look okay ?

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

14Feb isn't Valentine nor Fucklentine for me.

Last 14th February 2011,
I found bunch of posts on facebook, twitter, & everywhere about love bubbles for their Valentine's Day,
or curses from single people who called it as Fucklentine Day.
well, I was in between I guess.
I didn't care so much about this day, it's just monday dudes.
I'm single & so what, doesn't bother me.
It's not valentine or fucklentine for me, I only care about my day.
It's another day for me to have fun !

I went for dinner with my two single bff & other friends I just knew not so long ago =)
The weather was somehow being an asshole, raining so heavily with lightning & mad wind.
The weather must be one of those mad single people who's jealous with those cupids. --"
The rain made me wet.

so how's yours?
a valentine, fucklentine, or in between ?

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

New Addiction !

hello bloggers.

as usual, i never on time fulfilling my promises to update this.

many things to do.

still working on my endless projects. oh fuck.

I'm being assistant stylist / stylist recently =)

I want more & more experiences ! I'm addicted to it.

Here are few photos, urban photographs.

Photographer : Tito

Model : Juanita & Moudy (JIM agency models)

Stylist : Elsie Chrysila (me)

& Here's a preview.

Photographer : Arseto Adiputra (Indonesia Professional/Fashion Photographer)

Model : Mateusz Rogenbuk (from Poland)

Make Up Artist & Hair do : Dedy

Stylist : Zico Halim

Assistant Stylist : Elsie Chrysila (me)

sorry for the low quality since I don't have the original photos.
so, it's auto compressed from the photographer's blog.
can't wait for the photos !

I'm addicted to it !

I wanna learn how to be a good stylist.

I'm still an amateur, still a lil' green grass :( I should do this often.

okay just enough for today, i'm in terrible headache.

adios chicks ! xx

another day, another speech.

Happy Chinese New Year chicks ! :)

sorry I've been busy lately.
The winner of Esmod Ambassador is Rae Citra & she's worth all the fight !
she's so worth it I swear =)

I've been home for 2days then back again & have a fashion show at Jakarta Conventional Centre,
in Education Expo 2011.
sorry photos are in facebook.
I'm tired & lazy to upload :(
I'm not really in the mood. well, you guys might think I always in a bad mood.
but I always blog when I'm in a bad mood idk why :(

Time flies, people change, life goes on.
Nothing is perfect. Nothing Lasts forever.
Forever is bullshit.
all we can do is just treasure every moment before it's gone.
Lips tell lies - actions are prove - eyes speak the truth.
Shit happens, things go wrong, trap in mess.

whatever hurt you the most, will still feel hurts even it has passed in time.
some people say "The one you love the most is the one that will hurt you the most"
some people ask "what if every person I love always hurts me?"
I say "The one you love the most still the one that can always heal your pain & make your tears worth it with their presence no matter how much they hurt you"
I answer "nobody can guarantee not to hurt you or never will, in fact, everyone is a sinner, no one has never not hurting anyone, including you. so why think about the hurt, not the worth ?"

but I never ask you to keep holding on to the things that keep hurting you most.
I never ask you to leave the things that hurt you the most too.
we're all immature but we're also mature enough to think,
what's our treasure, does it worth it, can you live with/without it, or are you ready to sacrifice whatever things just to leave it/hold on ?
some things hurt permanently, yes, they brain-washed you, yes, they bound you,yes. hard to handle, yes.
traumatic things are the worst, it effects to your seconds to future.
sometimes we need to be brave than to be afraid,
but sometimes we need to be smart than to rewind the same stupid traumatic story in different version.

Find a person who love you, will take care of you & make you happy, instead of the person you love.
cause they will fight for you till' the end, they hear 'no' as a 'try again', they read 'sorry' as 'will be better', they see 'you' as 'the one'.
when you find one, you'll know they're worth it to be your 'right one'.
but you'll be most happy with the one you love eventhough they're not yours or even don't notice you at all. you will do anything just for this one. but will they do the same thing ?
yes, there're lots of such cases.
Everything is a choice to make.
you press the wrong button you will lost everything,
you step to the right side you're safe & secure.
Life is unfair & will never fair.
deal with it.

Take a risk or walk in green zone.
dare yourself or play safe.
what's your choice ?

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

when I still got time, I don't want to regret.

bonjour chicks !
finally done with my projects & have a lazy weekend =)
just skip my activities before this okay, i didn't even remember, a month felt like a year.
hectic month, but I just love this month <3
hoping february will be much much better than january !

so, current activity is I'm joining Esmod Ambassador,
I'm now one of the candidate from 6 candidates to be Esmod Ambassador 2011,
the campaign is on & the voting will be on 1st February 2011,
unfortunately it's not public voting, only for the fashion students.
just wish me luck okay !
well, whatever the result is I know It's the best =)
I don't really care about losing or winning, take it easy & enjoy everything ! it's fun :)

this is for my online campaign for tagging some of my uni people in facebook,
some other candidate put the poster one & some do messages everyone, some broadcasting from blackberry, each person got her own way =D
at first I thought I don't wanna do any campaign but well, it's fun to be competitive :D

but my problem is,
whoever chosen to be Esmod Ambassador 2011 should have her photo session on 2nd February'11,
& I have my flight ticket to go back to hometown only for 2 days for cny.
& I won't cancel it cause I've changed from 5days to 2days already because of a fashion show thing at 5th February.
all families are gathering & there's my aunt's new house party, she has treated me like her daughter since she doesn't have one.
I seldom go back home & gather with my family,
& I don't wanna miss this one just for a profile photo session.
I'm going to be a woman soon, not a little girl, I want to do the best & good deed for my loved ones.
I just don't want to regret in the future.
so IF I were chosen & the photo session can't be delayed, I will withdraw & back off instantly :)

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

stopped by the track

hello bombshells !
I'm super busy lately, no time to blog, don't even know what to write, & don't even remember that I have a blog.






















well, it's been so long since my last post.
plenty to say but just couldn't type 'em here.
so, I'm doing some photoshoots & working on my coat projects.
I really can't wait to get out from my dizzy hectic days.
& I have a job training on march, still confused where should I apply.
I got two options inside this little head, should I apply to a fashion designer or television company for wadrobe ? well, kindda the same.
so many things to do, so little time I have.
I really wanna do a lot of things but I just don't get the chance & time yet.
but I don't really want to think a lot, I just want to do everything that I can do now,
doesn't really matters if it's tiring or fun things.
I'm young, I need experiences, I wanna try everything, I wanna feel carefree, I just wanna dare myself. That's why I shouldn't have complained too much --"
always remind myself, there're uncountable people who will do anything to be in my position.
I have place to stay, I have nice food to eat, I'm capable to do many things, unlike those uncountable people who live in desperation, handicapped & poverty.

Basically people have two sides.
Everything that happens to our lives, whether it's bad or good,
is just the price we gotta pay or is just raindrops to see the rainbow.
whatever you do out there, whatever you are up to, & whatever things happened to you all,
I wish you well & strong =)
note it down, "suffer for you is actually a blessing for others"
always be grateful, strong & stay humble !
cause we won't know what will happen in the next second =)

enough for today, gotta go now !
chaoo chicks!

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

will be away for a while.

hey chicks.
yeah I'm sorry, I'm not really into blogging these days.
i don't know why.
plus I'm just lazy to upload random photos.
I'm going back on track next week or next two weeks okay. sorry chicks !