May, you are full of birthday people

Gossh, I'm extremely exhausted today :(
Not much to write cause' again & again, I'm lazy :p
sorry , apologize given :) :) :)

Today was Kevin's bday & b'day blast is a must :)
& I had 2 "close up" photoshoot session with Kenny alone,
& the two concepts were very very contrast.
Just wait & see, I bet you'll be shocked :)
but don't laugh at me okey ?
I don't know why, but just like yesterday's, I got extreme make-over again :P

Random photos for my lil' dead blog ,
some photoshoot for fun by friends @ my b'day party :
( I just crop & give some lights, I din' edit them, too lazy)





























































































































Some others :
(please ignore bruises on my leg if seen :p)





























































































































































































































Heart these girls much :) :) :)

My parents :













& my Big Cake with my favourite, tiramisu flavour :













Too many photos to upload, so I just upload these :)
I'm sorry I got no photos when we're all dancin' :(

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Buzz Buzz, too busy to stop by

I know I know..
I'm really sorry...
I'm too busy these days..

Last Friday was eLa's bday & as you know, B'day blast is our tradition :)
Friday night was her sweet 17th party & I went home @ 11.30pm
Saturday as you know, I was having my b'day dinner, which turned into a lil' bit party :p
I went home @ 00.00 am.
I swear, I was too tired & I felt like my leg was going to seperate from my body :(
I wore real highhhh heels & dance for 2 night on the dance floor !
how could you feel ?
Yesterday I woke up soo early since my bebiisss gave me a surprise :)
We'd our breakfast (I wore pajamas :p), went home @ 8am,
& I played piano in my church @ 9am,
then brunch with my family & relatives @ Taipan,
then went for photoshoot with Ivan, Stephanie, Jepp,& eLa,
& I didn't think I still got energy left ;(

All of above are just the outline,
I'm really lazy to tell the details & full story :p

But still,
I want to thank them all :)
Thannkkk yooouuuuuuuuuuu :)
Really thanks for all of you who greet me & especially for those who came on saturday :D
you guyss made my dinner to a small but fun party for me :)
Oh yeaa,
special thanks to :
Md, eLa, Jepp, Dick, Kelv, Egi, Iin, Adel, Kenny, Ivan :) :) :)

Today I woke up early to have my school exam ;(
No photos,
I'll upload some if I've got flashdisk from Ivan & Hard-disk from Jeffry :)
I'm soo tired..
I still have to save my energy for photoshoot with kenny & jepp tomorrow..

Sorry if my blog is too dead.
Just don't read it if you're bored & feel like my blog is so gross, okeyy?
Got to go now :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Mirror Mirror on the Wall

Mirror ohh mirror ..
please reflect the truth & pick up the mask :)



















World is full of fraudulency & cheating ,huh?
No matter how perfect something is, there is still a hole there.
Pathetic.. really pathetic..

I can't sleep for these few days,
& my eye bags & its panda wannabe are thicker than ever !!
& the bruises on my shank still stay conveniently !!
*sobbsss*

okeyy, I haven't found any dress yet :(
I don't have dressmaker's dress & I don't buy any either.
Soo, I've decided..
I made the dresscode : super simple flowery dress (female)
& I really into simplicity this time,
I'll just wear my simple Zara Trf flowery dress :) :) :)
I'm not throwing any party, just a simple dinner ,
so nothing's wrong ! :D

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Strawberry doesn't care 'bout its spots, why should you care 'bout people's?

A tiny lil' spot like an amoeba can be seen,
but A big spot like cow shit can't be seen?

What's wrong with these people ?
eww, they really have no idea how hypocrate they're.
I wonder what is the invinsible wall made of..
maybe magical one, that is why they can't see their huge spot ,huh ?!
yuckks, they only know how to talk others behind their back, spread tommyrot & spoofery news & provoke people to do the same.
Shame on yourselves, don't just close your eyes & hide your real faces , dear :)
you know what exactly you're doing right now.



















But you guys know what ?
Actually these people are soo into jealousy, envious, & hate if somebody happy or better than them, but they just don't want to admit it even to themselves.
They become haters & let jealousy control them if we're happy or better than them.
psychology also proves that these people are actually want to be the best, the cutest, the most gorgeous, the hottest, the most perfect & every "the most" from other people,
but they can't !! so they just want to ruin others' lives, strike them down, & prevent anything good happen to them.
ohh, sweetheart.. how pathetic you are ?
Don't you people realise even I've told this ?

Well, if you cursed me or talked me on my back,
it means you know how bad you're but you just don't want to accept it.
GOOD !
Stop your action now okey? before you gain your worst karma :) :) :)

I am not writting this all for spesific person,
this is for everyone who just hasn't know what kind of person you're turning into.
I've seen, but I don't judge, I just warn you , baby :)
May God Bless & Guide you to the right path :D

Arggh, I really don't have any dress to wear :(
Every tailor in Medan is really busy or having vacation ;(

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

whatelse matter

I feel lousy today,
& not gonna write much.



















Slowly, one by one turns to be trouble.
idk what exactly,
but some things are turning into troubles..
actually, I don't really think & care..
but of course, I just want everything to be just fine..
unless they make me back droop.

Anyone, give me ideas where to buy my birthday dress ?
simple is just okeyy.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Human Instict is not as good as Animal's

People care about themselves , is definitely true.
From now on, you've to learn not to lean on anybody. you'll fall down into pieces.
Disagree ?
They never love you even half better than themselves :)
They love themselves too much to even remember you.
You'll know & understand someday, everything I said is never false.
You need to realise this before you were smacked down to the hell.













I LOVE THIS !
you know, I always love pink.
& this one really caught my whole attention !!
give me USD 110, I'll definitely buy this even I don't really need & use it :p





















Totally CUTE , right ?
Ohh, idk how much is this but all I know is,
supeerrrr cute X)




















Silver ankle boots, you're ssooo 2009 !




















Expect less & you won't get hurt.
A statement from a guy that I always remember,
yess, it is so true.
Do not expect anything from other too much, dear, or you'll get tortured by your own alienation.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Some Q's to fill my complete Boredom

I got this from Monica Cuaca,
I can say I feel a bit' amused, cause I'm soo dead in boredom.
Well, here it is :

What is your current obsession?
: My own newspaper simple dress, Leather Jacket, Fishnet Stocking, Gold platform, Fierce softlens, New dresses ;(

What is your weirdest obsession?
: Good Girl gone wild :p

What are you wearing today?
: Mango yellow shirt with white tube inside, Gaudi Skinny, Topshop flowery footwear, Versace lil' handbag, wood+bronze+gold bangles, *underwear = privacy :p*

What’s for dinner today?
: Ayam Penyet, Lele penyet - Joko Solo

Why is today special?
: After match, we went for dinner with all the basketball team & even the coaches were included :)

What would you like to learn to do?
: Making & Sewing my own Weird dresses, Stripping *lols*, too many to list.

What’s the last thing you bought?
: Animal Print & Lace tights

What are you listening to right now?
: my tv shows talking, bb's notification

What is your favorite weather?
: Spring when all the flowers blossom, Summer when all the cute dresses show up & SALE :)

What is your most challenging goal right now?
: secret i never post here :)

What do you think about the person who tagged you?
: Monica Cuaca ? She's friendly & cute :)

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
: Anywhere, where I'm happy & not lonely bcause of the big house :p

What would you like to have in your hands right now?
: Power, ability, & Talent to make & create everything I want to do or happen:)

What would you like to get rid of?
: My eye bags & it's panda wannabe, my flat nose into sharp nose.

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
: First destination = Where my Future mate is :)

Which language do you want to learn?
: French, cause I'll futher my study in france after several years in Jakarta

What do you look for in a friend?
: sincerity, loyalty, love, understanding

Who do you want to meet in person?
: Someone I'll never tell you here :p

What’s your favorite type of music?
: Electro dance & any stripper's songs

What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
: Mini & Summer Dresses

What is your dream job?
: Fashion Designer

Any favorite models?
: Gisele Bundchen, Milla Jovovich, Miranda Kerr, Adriana Lima

If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
: Leather Jacket, Gorgeous Statement, Mini Dresses

Favourite Designer?
: Vera Wang, Dolce & Gabbana, Valentino Garavani, Marc Jacob, Donatella Versace, Alexander McQueen, Vivienne Westwood, etc etc.

Do you admire anyone’s style?
: The olsens, Nicole Richie, Blair Waldrof, too many to list

Describe your personal style
: simple in daily, hot in parties, lovess backless. idk actually, i wear anything I want to wear.

The rules:
1. respond and rework: answer the questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one more question of your own. ( i didnt do this part)
2. tag eight other people.I pass this on to:
1 - 8 : I din pass any cause I'm really lazy. sorry pals ! :D

okeyy, it's 01.28 & I'm outta' here !

Loyalty never last forever, only Barbie does.

Tell me the most loyal creature in this entire world..
hmm.. maybe you'll say "dog" or "human".
Nahh, you are so wrong baby, cause the answer is "none".
Dogs can ignore when you call, can bite outside their instict.
Human can even eat you slowly & gracefully with unnoticable.
nothing loyal, really.
don't be so naive & straightforward, cause you're so miserable,
& you're so dead into this hockey-pockey.
See with your eyes not with your paper eyes.



















I really adore person who made this. I'm obsessed with it.
Too gorgeous to be criticized X)
Fashion Dress made from magazine & paper ?
Who the hell can teach me to make this?




















This is simple one from newspaper, creative rules !
I'm thinking of trying this sometimes,
& I want to wear my own newspaper simple dress :D

One more thing,
If someone knows where to buy cool leather jacket,
contact me ok, I'm frustrated of finding that ;(

My Birthday is next week & I haven't prepare anything.
I'm not going to throw any party, dinner is just fine.
arghh, I don't even got any dress to wear next week & place to reserve.
Geez, how can I be so devil-may-care?

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Dead Blog comes Alive

Okeyy okeyy..
I know my blog is really dead now.
Beg for understanding cause as you know I'm having my biggest test this week ;(
But.. Today I've finished all of them :D :D :D

soo, let's talk bout today :)
After exam, my class & some of other classes went to setia budi & had our spraying & scratching uniforms !!
We all changed to white uniform @ car :)
Not much to tell, but..
IT REALLY FUN !! ahh, I really LOVE doing stuff like that :)
Photos are on my friends' gadgets ;(

But here's my uniform results :




































& here's the back-side :


















Cool right? I know it !! :D
After that spraying, scratching, & photo-ing thing,
we joined with many other classes & even other schools !
I swear, There're LOTS of cars & motorbike :)

you know what we'd done?
CONVOY !
we rock streets in medan, we all stopped in the middle of the road & caused traffic jam, we do whatever we want, we messed Medan today !!
& the last thing I really like..
we all went back to school in those dirty condition :D :D :D
as you know, schools had warned us for days not to do any convoy or spraying uniforms :p
So we all opened our cars' windows & we oderly passed our school & say "hi" to the teachers infront the school :D :D :D
Then we all head to have our lunch :)
I can't lie, Today was extremely FUN !

Move move move!
ohh,ohh! give me your suggestion bout these fishnet stockings,
cause I LOVE THEM :


















MY MOST FAVOURITE !




















Heyy, what do you think?




















Sexy Red *)

I found these from online shop & thinking so hard of them..
I don't know where must I wear them to, but I just love them ! ;(
Soo, how do you think ? Do you love them like I love them ?




















I love this whole complete style :)

Wow, you & you really amaze me
& make me realise,
how shallow Elsie means for you:D

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Government tests, frightening yet relaxing

As you know I'm facing government tests now.
From my observation,
All 3rd grade students are worry & sweating of the tests.
Yess, I admit, it is scary & frightening.
But as I've seen from the first day,
Everybody seemed to be relaxed in the tests room.
Soo, what to worry ?
I'm sure we all gonna graduate :)

I got no time to ol from computer.
I'm soo busy & actually I'm very lazy too :p
I really want to end the exam as soon as possible !
I wanna have fun & I wanna holiday !!
Play Hard is really fun :D

Okeyy, enough for today.
My blog is really dead.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
Xoxo

My body is My Whole-world, who said?, Women said.

I'm back to real world here !
At last I got some time for blogging..
Soo, my day huh?

Today can be spelled as day-care-body.
I went to saloon & had my hair well-treated,
around 5.30 my mother & I lead to J.W Marriot for our body treatment :)
maybe I'll go for swimming there but I'm not sure yet cause I'll be facing government tests on Monday ;( ;( ;(

No more stories cause I'm tired :)









Isn't this cuuutteeee ? I just lovee it!
again & again, where can I find this ?

Lovess,
xoxo

Blur is my middle name

Hello World !
how are you today :) ?
It's a super-busy day for me !

My mind is really blur now,
soo I really have no idea what must I say today..
I just spend my leisure time for blogging :) :) :)

















How do you think 'bout these sexy tights ?
Do you feel what I feel.. ?! :D :D :D

















Feather oh Feather, where can I find you in ribbon version ?

Lovess,
xoxo

Another boring-notcool day !

okeeyyyyy !
My mum is using the computer & here I am again through phone;(
*poor me*

Well, seems like I'm back to my daily-boring-life.
Todayy, my class skipped school :) :) :)
I woke up @ 1pm (yeaa, I know I'm such a gross), had my sewing lesson,
& finally I had my hair cut !
Actually I din cut the length at all, just made some shape in front & upper side :p
Then, I had my english lesson, home for showering & dressed up,
& straight away to sun for dinner.
Few days ago was Steven Young bday & he treats us dinner today @ dome :D :D

Uhh, I'm so full now & got my headache.
Got to go now,
*kissonthelips*

Lovess,
Xoxo

Upside-Down

Dear my lil' blog..
My mind is really messed up now & My day was screwed up.
I can't think clearly & logically today.
My world is upside down ;(















I don't know what planet I'm stepping on,
& I don't care where I am.
I'm just.. too emotional & I want to smash everything up.
What should I do ?
I feel like alone & It sucks, you know.. It really does.
I hate being alone ;(

I feel soo sad & frustrated.
I don't know where must I wreak my emotion into..
I just know how to cry & cry..
& I hate being so weak & maudlin.
Ohh Lord.. Give me strength.. pleasee :(

Mom.. Why can't you understand?
Why can't you Love me with understanding ?
I don't need anything.. really.
I just need your understanding.. can I ?

Lovess,
xoxo

Nobody, Somebody, Everybody is Blind

I am Nobody & Nobody is me.
But I'm trying soo hard to be somebody..
& now I feel ssoooo stupid that I'm working on useless thing..
Because I'm already somebody..
Not just somebody.. But I'm speciaL :)




















People say that "silence is Gold".
I say " Honest Discussion is Gold, Truth is always hurt.. honey, but It's the best. So Accept it & Change yourself ".
Because we & them will never know.
Tell them or Ask them, you'll definitely know that It's soo damn useful for your future.

Open your mask & Judge yourself.
Look at the mirror before you talk 'bout others.
Think of your behaviour before you excoriate others.
Open your blindfolded eyes babee, cause you never know you disgust people.
Don't do anything worse that that, cause people already curse you at your back.
//People who read this, don't think 'bout anybody you think it's right for him/her, but think 'bout yourselves, cause it's right for everybody & everybody needs a change, sweetheart..//

.Apologize when you still can , Love them before you gain karma, Change before it's too late, Thank & be grateful when you still have the chance.

Lovess,
xoxo

Easter isn't just about eggs

HAPPY EASTER DAY !!
Did somebody get easter eggs tooddaayy ?
Well, I got :)

So comes Easter.. ,
A special day for Christians to celebrate,
An ordinary day for most people to pass by,
An extraordinary day for Children to get & draw eggs,
Another busy day for some people to work on,
& A new day for me to colour :D



















Business is really into me these days ;(
ohh my lil' thumb, I am sooo tired. *geez*
[ please don't hate me for saying "I'm tired" everyday :p ]
No telling stories ! uhh, I really need a hair cut !

Let's just post some useless gross again today :














Okeeyy, this is my BB's silicons collections :)
I want to buy milky-pink :p, but where to find ?











I'm just a little girl in a Big Big World..
I'm trapped inside & I need to get out..
Once I'm out of the box,
you'll notice that , I'm extraordinary :)

















At that time..
I'm free.. free as a bird..
I'll Do whatever I want..
& make the world Notice me,
cause I'm Unstoppable :)

" Just watch my Wildest Dream Come True ! "

I'll make You & you proud :D
I promise*)

Lovess,
xoxo