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Well, well..
Another boring day comes alive!
just have a quick walk with Beverley & Caryn, then straight away home.








































I'll just upload random photos from last trip,
sorry if some photos look so small cause I resize 'em all.
Just uploading some stuffs :




















First Day in london, I feel so dizzy =,="


















My brother's graduation suits, a bit' like harry potter, yeaa ?

















My Family. I hate my mom's glasses *geez*













It's my bro in his graduation ceremony :)
those sitting people were the senators,doctors,& professors.








































Mom & me in the hotel :)

From this, I only use flip flop to french & I left my shoes in london :p


















My bro & his funny face


























Uhh, I look so fat here.














These two pony love me much, they really follow wherever I go :p













Okeyy, I really have no idea wazzup with this pony..
They said she's not pregnant.. so.. ?!?!?
anw, I don't really like her, she's rude !


















First arrived @ Nice, inside the hotel. old style huh ?Love it. :)














Loving nice :)
excuse my eyes, I really can't open 'em. Too flashy.












half way to monaco :D





















wonder why, brother always so serious whenever he holds his cam :x

















I love the buildings & the whole road!

















The most famous cabaret show in paris.


















please excuse our eyes.. & my outfit. =.="


















Eiffel tower.
sorry, my cam was ran out of batree & all the pics closer to the tower are in my bro's cam.





















































Vatican City in Rome, gorgeous !!













Some street breakers














Stupid fake Gladiator. *lols*





























Colloseum, this is what I called, AWESOME !
I LOVE ROME!

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Dumb Saturday

I'm not gonna write much today..
Not gonna tell much stories cause' today was just flat.
I just spend few hours in kepin's house & spend the rest of the boring day with my dude, jeffry azwindy.
We looked like two stupid homeless kids, just walking around without any destination.
Just wish sunday won't that miserable. *lols*

Maybe I'll upload some photos from my europe trip tomorrow since I've bought new card reader.
didn't take much photos in london, nice, & monaco.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Share some Thoughts may console yourself

Things don't always turn well..
sometimes there're things that we can't even understand..
there's up & there's down..
the road won't be smooth all the time.. sometimes it's rocky & winding..
but are we strong enough to get through of all the confusing days & weirdos ?
Lost in the middle of choices is usual, can't even help yourself to think is also normal..
You just can be angry to the world & everything else without any reason & you just wanna scream out loud when you feel so screwed up & so fuc*ed up , rite?
You can be the most fuc*ing annoying person in the entire world in just a snap & you don't even know why what's going on,
when you feel everything is hurting you & you just feel it's soo torturing, rite ?
tell me if I'm wrong.
Things are always changing & maybe you just need time to be capable to adapt to the changes.
Upset & dissapointed are two-common feelings when your surroundings don't really get you well.




















Wondering why & how people can treat you like you are really not worth enough to be treaten well even you've given & tried your best doesn't even able to save one of your days. *useless*

don't care too much cause they won't care as much as yours. words are lies. you are hurting yourself, stupid.. but the problem is I care too much to ignore any of them.
don't understand ?
just don't read it :)














anw, next week I got my First Job as a make up artist :p
well, i'm not really good at it, but it's my first job & first trial X)
Jeffry Azwindy will make a photoshoot with Egi & he gave me a Job as the make up artist :)
wish it will turn well , at least.. not bad , okeyy ?

Ps : Thaannkkk Yoouuu, E :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Where must I poured my inspiration to ?

Feeling between on earth & sky..
you are in the middle of black & white ?
what are you thinking there?

so damn bored!
everyone is back to daily activities & I don't even know what to do to kill my boredom. *arggh*
my dad will be going to singapore tomorrow.. should I be going to & kick some stores? :p
better than not to do anything here ?
well, gotta' some inspiration to poured !
I'm goin' to make something if I'm not lazy x)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Home sweet Home

Loving home :)
Loving my room, my wardrobe, & my bed.
uhh, but I gotta jet lag yesterday & I slept @ 6am.
Headache is my best friend now :(
I'm missing local food..
I'm so damn bored with steak, spaghetti, salad & sandwich. *ewww*

My holiday was quite fun !
I'm gonna upload some hols' photos when I buy a new card reader okay.
Virus screwed my card reader up. *sucks*

I'll just upload a photo from last shoot with Jeffry Kh to at least save my super dead blog.




















anw, I've rejected the jobs.
Well, I'm not really "want it so baaaad"ly cause' I'm not really into modelling..
Besides, my parents don't support me =X
say goodbye to singtel :(

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Another Awesome Activities

Another Hello comes from Paris.
Sorry, my previous post was wrong.
That time I was going to nice & monaco,
& I was in paris since yesterday :p
well, short time here since it's so boring in paris,
I'm going to Rome tomorrow !
I heard that Rome is a very romantic city & super excited is sooo into me :)

anw, I'm still confused 'bout 2 jobs that came to me when I'm @ singapore before I went to Europe.
First job, I was offered to be the new face in the new billboards of SingTel (biggest simcard in Singapore).
If I accepted it, I've to go to Singapore around this end July or beginning of August to have my interview then scheduled the photoshoot.

Second Job, I was offered by a modelling agency to be a catwalk model on Singapore's fashion shows or any other events, for ex : grand opening of new stores, shops, etc.
If I accepted this, I've to go to Singapore often to follow the rehearsal & the jobs & impossible for me not to move to Singapore right ?
& of course impossible for me to move to singapore since I was accepted in a fashion design school in Jakarta that will be start on this September.

Well, I haven't fully reject the jobs since I haven't come back from my hols.
I'll reject them when I visit Singapore again on my way back to my own lil' town.
But someone makes me doubt, should I accept one of them ?
But I'm not really into modelling..
howdy ??
any suggestion ? :(

*zillionofmisses*

Lovess,

xoxo

London to French

Bonjour bloggers!
I am currently in french now & really got prob on typing this..
the keyboard is confusing. uhh, forget it.
As I've told you before, my blog will be soo soo dead & yes.., it's super dead now.
I don't have time to online when I was in london, got shopping,dinner,& having night walk problems :p
I always love london :D
Everytime I visit london, I always happy :)
I'm going to paris tomorrow but I'm not too excited..
I've been there before & actually paris isn't as "wowww" as you know,
things on your tv screen or internet & those whole glam things are only located in high society & rich people 's & of course only money talks.
For sight seeing & fashion city, I can't lie.. it's awesome.
But for living ? let's just think twice. Crimes everywhere & finance probs? be careful !

Before I can't online or phone credits' crisis,
I wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jeffry Azwindy :)
Happy Birthday my best dude !!
wish your dreams all come true & have a wonderful birthday :D
I'll give you present when I'm back to town okey ?
sorry I can't celebrate your b'day :(

So bloggers, how's your hols ?
Have a great hols everyone :)

*tonsofmisses*

Lovess,

xoxo

Out of Town

I'm @ singapore now & going to travel europe for 3 weeks from 28th.
will be back on town in the mid of july.
I guarantee that my blog will be super dead,
so just skip my blog for a month okey?
:)

I've slept all day long for these 2 days in sg,
dunno why I just felt super tired.
I'll have my walk tomorrow & gonna buy some stuffs :)
wish europe is having the big sale & i'm ready to fight.
x)

anw, tomorrow adel is going to syd & everyone will be say goodbye in the airport except me :(
uhh, I'm feeling so damn lousy.
Wish our last gift can be the best gift for him :)
ouhh, gotta go now,
close this extremely boring & lame blog if you're so damn bored okey ?
:)

miss ya!
*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Seduction of old-heart, do not dig it

Howdy?
It's been a long time since my last post.
I'm soo busy & don't have time to blog.
Well, too much story to tell..
Let's just talk some sh*t :)

Yesterday I & egi had a shoot with Jeffry Kh,
actually the themed was Vampire but I changed it cause' I felt something very wrong.
I don't know if the results is going to turn well or not, cause' I really don't know.. *scream*
Maybe egi & I will have a shoot with Jeffry Azwindy tomorrow,
but everything seems uncertain.
Our Dearest Creative Editor will be a new photographer :p

I'm going to europe on Wednesday & will be back in mid July.
I'll definitely seldom & very seldom blogging :(

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Spiteful words smack your shadow down

Finally my computer back on track ! :D
Boredom is killing me today..
Not much to write.
I feel so tired & annoyed today & now I'm sooo blank.
*just skip my boring & dead blog*

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Virus attack

So sorry for the very late post.
My computer is attacked by virus & I couldn't even turn it on. *shit*
I'm @ kepin's & blogging from his comp.

anw, I'm soo soo busy these days.
b'day blast , bbq, & so on & so on..
I'll update last few days posts ASAP after my comp get fixed ,okeyy?
ahh, I've promised 4 people to have photoshoots..
But I dunno how to schedule them =X

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Rewind the time

I'm rewinding the time on my head..
Time really flies too fast..
In a wink.. everything has changed & keep changing all the time :)

My precious photos from 2007 & 2008 :



















With my beloved mom*)






























My sweet 17th birthday party, May 2008 :)







Pendant, 17th b'day present from someone *)
I wore it @ my party even he didn't come :), May 2008











My sweet 17th birthday art from 4 lovess :)
thank youu all!












My 16th Birthday Cake from someone, May 2007 :)











White Day presents from someone :)
Sorry, I won't post what's inside the box :D , March 2008




















Grand Opening of Kie" Saloon @ Cambridge, 21 December 2008
that time we're spotted by Bazaar Magazine & Sister Magazine x)










FIBA match & Japan team driven us crazy , 2008













Classmate sweet 17th, 22 November 2008
got DJ from Jakarta & I was the host of the party *)
























By someone, 2008 :)
*sorry, Got no photo of the scrapt book & letters:( "




















Photoshoot with classmates, 12 September 2008
Theme : Old times















Going to Daniel's 17th Birthday @ Spaggedies , July 2008






























Unforgettable study tour *oops* Trip to Singapore,March 2008 :D



















Singapore & watch F1 (just the rehearsal *sobss*) , 2008





























Le's sweet 17th birthday party @ Aryaduta, October 2008
*I really look like a duck*













Valentine Day, February 2008














JuL's sweet 17th birthday party @ Wasabi Nami, September 2008
















Former Index, 20 April 2008
we gone crazy & pretend to be magazine crew & spotted a man *sorry* xD
























BBQ Santhomcup'07-'08 crew (not complete) @ Vannesa's, March 2008
*sorry I didn't upload santhomcup 2007 & 2008 cos too many to choose :p*


















Md's 15th birthday party @ Papa Rons, March 2008




























Jul's 16th birthday @ Tongs, September 2007












Kevin's 15th birthday @ Seoul Garden, May 2008






























New Year 2008















NUS Study Camp, December 2007


Random 2007 (don't laugh, some are taken from friendster) :





































































































ahhh, too many to upload.
bdw, I resize all those photos became smaller size :p
Oh yeaa, I lost my 16th birthday photos !! :(
I'm tired, enough for today :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo