What can be said by stuck-mind ?

Okeyy,
I really have NO IDEA what must I write today..
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I AM IN A RAZZLE-DAZZLE !
Prom is just 3 days ahead & I really beg my bruises to go away from my shank :(
I've taken my prom dress,
& It's all white, actually I told her to make the bow for my headpiece in gold colour, but yet..
she made it white like my dress..
All white from my head to toe ? Uhh, looks like a bride huh?
I don't care anymore, just face the prom !!
What's missing now is clutch bag & I really have no idea where to buy pretty gold clutch bag :(
& one more thing, I'm confused about my hair!
Curly is really boring for prom & I need a fresh hairstyle, any idea ??
Tell me!!

Kenny made this coming soon of the 2 contrast close up shoot :






Big clue huh ?
don't laugh yet, cause you'll laugh till your tears dried up later..
ahh, I can only cement my face as thick as possible.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Time is turning inverted with our clock

Old times, old memories..
hmm.. they seem soo far away :).
The happy-sad time, The tense, The fuss, The drama, The emotion, The fight, The laugh, The tears & soo many things..
I miss them & I miss all the people..
Maybe now everything has changed, more than words could tell..
but, I'm grateful for everything, meeting the people, facing all the good & bad memories..
They really mark my heart & memories, I never regret for the bad memories,
cause I learned lots & lots of things & made me stronger :)
I'm remembering all the good memories & I really happy I had those & them :D
I miss & think of them, often ..
I care & love them much, really..
Do they miss me too ?
I wish they're happy :)

I'm sorry for typing so much craps here,
but nowadays I'm in mood to write my personal life..
Idk why, but seems like blog is slowly become my lil' indirectly diary :)

I think I'll just upload some random photos from Kevin's & eLa's bday party :




























































































I'm soo in love with katy perry, she's my fashion icon!
She's cute & hot. ooh, I loveeeee her :

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

I got another thing for killing my Boredom

Got this from Beverley Ongah,
but I copied from other people since I couldn't copy from hers :(

1. Real Name : Elsie Chrysila
2.Nickname(s) : eL, sie, bebii, etc
3. Age : 18th :(
4. Height : 167cm
5. Weight : 45-46 kg
6. Spec or contact lens : colour contact lens
7. Horoscope : Taurus
8. Male or Female : Female
9. Tv or Games : Games ? :)
10. Primary School : Budi Murni-3
11. Secondary School : Santo Thomas 1
12. Poly or Jc : University :)
13. University : going to Esmod Jakarta, then between Milan or Paris
14. Hair colour : Black
15. Long or short hair : Long, no no short hair.
16. Loud or Quiet : LOUD !
17. Sweats or Jeans : Dresses :p
18. Phone or camera : can't live without my phone :)
19. Health Freak : OHH, MINUS !
20. Drink or smoke : Drink & get the party started :D
21. Have a crush on someone ? : Hmm... why should I tell you ?
22. Eat or drink ? : EAT !
23. Piercing(s) : It's soo the old me , not now.
24. Tattoos : Nope, If yes I choose flowers in my back :)
25. Social or anti-social : SOCIAL never dies :p
26. First Relationship : My First Boyfriend :D
27. First best friend : Umm.. a guy but I won't tell who.
28-47 : I have no idea where're the questions ?!?!
48. Wealthy or happiness : Happiness
49. Want to get married ? : OF COURSE !
50. Want kids ? : yeaa, a couple :)
51. Careers in mind : Great Fashion Designer, The Best Wife & Grandmother :)
52. Fight before ? : many times ! (old stories)
53. Most regret of : Being so naive
54. Talented in : err.. have fun ? :p
55. Weak in ? : Many things
56. Romantic or spontaneous ? : Spontaneous
57. Lip or eyes ? : Both
58. Nice stomach or nice arms ? : Nice stomach
59. Shorter or Taller ? : i want taller !!
60. Protective or Caring : soooo Caring :D
61. Hook-up or Relationships : Relationships
62. Troublemaker or hesitant : Troublemaker ? :(
63. Lost glasses or contacts : BIG GLASSES !
64. Ran away from home : almost :p
65. Held a gun/knife for self defense : BOTH! so if I ran out of bullet, I still can stab !
66. Killed somebody : HELL NO!
67. Broken someone's heart : yeaaaapp
68. Been arrested : nope
69. Cried when someone died : OF COURSE !!! CRAZY ?!!
70. Missed someone a lot a lot : yeessss
71. Believe in Yourself : Not really..
72. Believe in Miracles : YES
73. Love at first sight : Never
74. Heaven or Hell : HEAVEN!
75. Santa Claus : i want many things !
76. Cartoon or anime : Anime, haha
77. Tooth Fairy : ehehe
78. Kiss in the first date : Never, but I think it's soo romantic if the guy can be trusted :)
79. Afraid of death : sometimes not.
80. Handsome or cute : cute
81. Pretty or cute : I want hot! :p
82. Reality or dream : Dream, I live on imagination
83. Is there a person you want to be with now ? : Hmm.. :)
84. Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ? : I should be, shouldn't I ? :(
85. Do you believe in fate ? : YES
86. Do you believe in everlasting love ? : NO
87. Do you believe in god ? : YES
88. How often do you lie ? : ssttt, that's my secret okeeyy ?
89. Do you respect elders ? : Must rite? but maybe sometimes not :(
90. Are you a good kid ? : Nope
91. Do you like your family ? : LOVE
92. Do you like your friends ? : LOVE
93. Are you greedy ? : yeaaasss.
94. What do you want now ? : faithful, kind, understanding, honest & love me for who I am boyfriend :)
95. What will you wish for ? : Happiness for people who I love
96. A truth to first person ? : God
97. A truth to second person ? : Elsie :)
98. A truth to third person ? : You
99. Do you even trust yourself ? : hmm? :)
100 .post as 100th truth tag 10 person : LAZY

Every word that comes out from your mouth is all Sin

I really don't understand why her mouth can't mind of people's feelings.
Her mouth is just too poisonous & mean.
I bet she never think 'bout others' feelings when she's talking.
Really, I don't lie to you..
Her words can kill you in long period..
I don't hate her, but please I want her to change before somebody hurts her & smack her to the lowest ground because of that.
She's not a bad person but her mouth is too cruel to speak up.
She doesn't cares bout others' business, but her mouth does.
I lost my mood since this evening because of that mouth.

Well,
let's just skip that okeyy.
I'll upload some photos,
but I truly understand if some people will criticize these & said "eww, what the hell?"
& If you are about to make a sin, just close my blog as fast as possible.
But for those who understand, thank youu :)
This is art, just appreciate it :D
I just upload my favourites okeyy.

Photographer :
* Yan Photography: Ivan Yan
* DunJ Graphic Artist: Jeffry Azwindy
Make Up Artist : Stephanie Young
Creative Editor : Jeffry Azwindy & Dellany Tantriady























































This one is Yan's but edited by DunJ :












You can see some @ Ivan's facebook,
his name in facebook : Ivan Yan Haha
& some are not uploaded in anywhere :)

& Thank you to DunJ Design for making me this,
he asked me to put this as my computer wallpaper :













& He made me logo :
















Thank yoouuuu :)
I love it, it's cute !

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Time never lies, tick tock remains the same

Geez, Here I am blogging from my phone.
Like before,
busy loves me too much & it won't let me go,
Till I'm tired like hell & sick like yesterdays.
Uhh, my legs were soo blue & it hurts soo baaddd.
Still,
My new superbig bruises haven't gone yet,
& my two legs wanna broken into four bcause of another dance floor action.
Yeaa, Kevin's party is today.

Bruises big bruisess,
ow can I wear dresses for my relative's marriage tomorrow ?
It's so stressful since prom is just next week.
I don't really care if my bruises still there tomorrow,
But I do feel frustrated if my bruises still there next week.
I need to find ways to heal it because it's impossible to cover it!!
Arrgh, I hate being soo clumsy.

Hope I got time to blog from computer tomorrow.
Cause I'll upload some photos from the shoots with Ivan,Jepp,&eLa.

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
Xoxo

I post useless writing today

Don't be shocked & said "what the hell ?" okeyy,
I give you the clue of the one concept from that 2 contrast photoshoot..
but this wasn't the extreme yett, this was just the half way of the mk up :)
still hasn't finished the make-up & hair-do & other things :)
I won't upload another one, cause really..
I'm too embarrased & I guarantee,
everyone who sees it, will laugh out loud 'till crying :(
But nvm, I'm a person who dare to try new things !
soo, I won't mind what people say :)

My shank is swollen & It hurts sooo bad :(
uhh, my relative will be married this sunday & prom is just next week!
& my shank.. swollen & soo bluee ! *HELP*

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

My World is spinning around my head

Here is the result of being too exhausted,
I'm sick.
Lying all day long in my bed accompanied by my bb is the only thing I could do.
Well, I've filled up my energy :D

I won't write much today,
& I won't upload any photos :)
But what I'm going to do now is,
promoting 2 of my friends for their new JoB:

1. DunJ Design, by Jeffry Azwindy












If you want to make b'day invitation, name card, or whatever you want ,
He can design it for you & even print it for you to printing house !!
Great right ?! Don't worry, you'll find it cheap & you'll be satisfied :)
You can ask him directly from his facebook or chatbox , click here :
http://www.jeppjepp13.blogspot.com/

2. KL Photography, by Kenny Lukman














You want to do some photoshoots ?
Find him & see the results & he'll even print them for you !
If you want to ask him price or see his shoot,
ask him directly @ facebook or Chatbox, click here :
http://www.blackphotographs.blogspot.com

I'll be happy to help you guys to cooperate with my 2 dearest friends :)
They are nice & friendly :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

May, you are full of birthday people

Gossh, I'm extremely exhausted today :(
Not much to write cause' again & again, I'm lazy :p
sorry , apologize given :) :) :)

Today was Kevin's bday & b'day blast is a must :)
& I had 2 "close up" photoshoot session with Kenny alone,
& the two concepts were very very contrast.
Just wait & see, I bet you'll be shocked :)
but don't laugh at me okey ?
I don't know why, but just like yesterday's, I got extreme make-over again :P

Random photos for my lil' dead blog ,
some photoshoot for fun by friends @ my b'day party :
( I just crop & give some lights, I din' edit them, too lazy)





























































































































Some others :
(please ignore bruises on my leg if seen :p)





























































































































































































































Heart these girls much :) :) :)

My parents :













& my Big Cake with my favourite, tiramisu flavour :













Too many photos to upload, so I just upload these :)
I'm sorry I got no photos when we're all dancin' :(

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo

Buzz Buzz, too busy to stop by

I know I know..
I'm really sorry...
I'm too busy these days..

Last Friday was eLa's bday & as you know, B'day blast is our tradition :)
Friday night was her sweet 17th party & I went home @ 11.30pm
Saturday as you know, I was having my b'day dinner, which turned into a lil' bit party :p
I went home @ 00.00 am.
I swear, I was too tired & I felt like my leg was going to seperate from my body :(
I wore real highhhh heels & dance for 2 night on the dance floor !
how could you feel ?
Yesterday I woke up soo early since my bebiisss gave me a surprise :)
We'd our breakfast (I wore pajamas :p), went home @ 8am,
& I played piano in my church @ 9am,
then brunch with my family & relatives @ Taipan,
then went for photoshoot with Ivan, Stephanie, Jepp,& eLa,
& I didn't think I still got energy left ;(

All of above are just the outline,
I'm really lazy to tell the details & full story :p

But still,
I want to thank them all :)
Thannkkk yooouuuuuuuuuuu :)
Really thanks for all of you who greet me & especially for those who came on saturday :D
you guyss made my dinner to a small but fun party for me :)
Oh yeaa,
special thanks to :
Md, eLa, Jepp, Dick, Kelv, Egi, Iin, Adel, Kenny, Ivan :) :) :)

Today I woke up early to have my school exam ;(
No photos,
I'll upload some if I've got flashdisk from Ivan & Hard-disk from Jeffry :)
I'm soo tired..
I still have to save my energy for photoshoot with kenny & jepp tomorrow..

Sorry if my blog is too dead.
Just don't read it if you're bored & feel like my blog is so gross, okeyy?
Got to go now :)

*kissonthelips*
Lovess,
xoxo