All About Victoria Secret

As always, victoria secret is always awesome.

Here's Victoria Secret 2010 Commercial :



& 2010 fashion shows:



outfits for Victoria Secret 2010 :


Victoria Secret models lipsync Katy Perry's (Firework) :


Sneak Peak of Katy Perry Performance & VS 2010 fashion show in New York:


I really wanna share The Finale of Victoria Secret Fashion Show 2010 with Katy Perry but I couldn't find it.
Surely a bombshell show !

Personal life

Hey bloggers !

yeahh I know I've abandoned my blog for a week.

I'm kindda busy & when I'm not as usual, I'm hell tired & lazy to blog.

So, I got rehearsal for my uni's party & fittings for fashion show.

Lemme share random photos okay,

There's a day called St.Chaterine's Day & my uni is celebrating it every year.

So here's this year St.Chaterine's Day party with theme military portobello which lots of us disobeyed the theme. lol

so here's random photos.

Sorry for the format, lazy to move them all to left.

automatically centered --"

still got so many photos, the rest are in my facebook or at my friend's album.

so here's my catwalk job, fashion show at emporium, well, such a cutie.

I looked like nacha yeah?

I know don't comment, don't laugh at me, this is a job okay I was paid for it.

but I'm so grateful my designer's is soooo nicceeeeee.

SUPER KIND !

I didn't know if I was a barbie or a kungfu girl. hihi

but it's fun !

I'm thinking to enter an agency so I can often be a freelance standard model, well,

gonna find some money for being a freelance designer right? =p

okay hell tired, out from here.

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

heaven & earth.

Have you ever feel like you're in between ?

You don't know what you're stepping on & where you're going.

Not lost, Not frozen, Not even alone.

completely out of idea.

you just walk & walk & keep walking..

without knowing much, all you know is just moving forward.

You don't even know what you really want, all you know is just face everything.

maybe I'm in between.

People said we've to forget the past,

I then realized it's a fool thing to do.

You don't have to completely forget, cause it's just wasting your time.

why?

Because you've walked through 'em & you know they're real,

how can you forget the reality ?

Better to accept reality & move on, not by forgetting everything cause I know it's impossible,

but putting them aside.

sometimes I laugh when a couple just broke up & only in few days,one of them would say 'I couldn't forget her/him, I've tried, but just couldn't "

of course you couldn't! just move on & put them aside, who told you to forget it,
why don't you just keep it in mind, memories are real, they are experiences, & they help you grow up & get stronger.
all you need is just time & change the way of thinking, not acting so childish by leaving everything like you've never get through it just to forget it. it's stupid & useless thing to do, grow up.
well, I don't write this for anyone, just in general.

Imagination is a state of mind,
so does reality.

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

I'm not up to date, I'm a newbie in tumblr

anw, I've just made a tumblr.
but I haven't even touch the layouts,
so don't mind the designs okay, I'm so lazy to arrange it.
Just gonna touch 'em when I got time, or ask my friend to make the layouts for me.
Still a mess.

my tumblr :
http://rawfleshtipsy.tumblr.com/

I write my diary in my blog, not in my book.

Sleeping over for 2days at chai's,
yeahh, in more than a week I just slept in my own house for a day.
So exhausted today,
whole day doing hunting at some places I don't even know how to describe.
I felt so sticky, oily, sweaty, yucky after that.
but out of all, it's a fun activity !
Idk, just found it adventurous for me.
Honestly, I'm so not used to the surroundings, areas, situations, & even the air,
cause' I grew up & brought up in a very reverse conditions, situations, environments & surroundings,
it's just the way I've lived & maybe those are the other parts of the world that I nearly never touch before.
It's still something new for me & I found it interesting & adventurous eventhough I can hardly breathe & felt a lil' bit intimidated in there ! It's fun :D I would like to hunt to places like that again =)
I don't want to be so called a 'princess' in my current environment.
It's somehow, made me sad.
I'd rather be like a bitch than be a princess, I found it insulting,
it's like I can't do anything, I don't know how to deal with everything, I can only be served & I'll never survive outside my palace.
Geez, it's insulting.
Life of a princess is so predictable, boring, managed, so behaved, ruled, & not adventurous at all.
I hate it.

Escape from that,

Md has gone back to hometown, just so sad since she's gg to Los Angeles next month,
maybe we'll meet again in a year or more.
She's one of my best girl & I love her very much.

Spent such a wondeful saturday night with my besties ♥♥♥
Without them, I won't be the person I am today.

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

just another boring daily post, again.

I'm physically & mentally exhausted !

I am perfectly unstable these days.

I only know how to cry for certain things, laugh without reasons, & do things that I need to do.

Have just got home, after sleeping over at my friend's for 3days.

So tired, lack of sleep these days, plus just got my pms,

I hate pms ! totally junks.

I'm still worried about mom.

she was having her operation on 18th Nov'10 in singapore, I'm so scared,

Thank God her operation was succeeded, but dad said she's still in a very weak condition,

she couldn't sleep & just screaming & crying on night long in pain.

can't help my tears to fall whenever dad replied my texts ;'(

be tough mom ! don't worry you'll be fine, cause' you're the toughest mom in the world =)

get well soon mom :*

Escape from that,

I don't really know what to share since I'm a busy bee these days.

Catching deadlines, Fittings for my senior's little black dress & another one for an opening store fashion show, simple & short dancing rehearsal for Esmod St.Chaterine's Day Party, make up some plans, etc.

They're actually fun, but things aren't go very well these days, just so damn lazy to share 'em.

Enough for today, so tired !

anw, I have watched Harry Potter, well, for people like me,

the movie is somehow.. scary & creepy. --"

chaoo chicks !

*smooches*

xxxo

Strip is a talent

So, this is one of my favourite from a movie 'Nine'.
Penelope Cruz was strip dance.
I'm so amazed how she could do that,
I don't think it's cheap, i think it's sexy, slutty, yet classy.
& if some people wanna say it's easy to strip or dance like that, then show me.
It's easy to talk, but it needs a talent to dance like that.
For me it's a real dance not some cheap dance.
& my G ! Penelope Cruz was stunning & such a perfect woman.
pretty face, lovely eyes, sexy lips, great bones, curvy awesome body, sexy voice, bouncy hair, etc etc.
let girls be jealous. --"
watchout boys, better not watch it with your girls. lol
Enjoy !

Behind The Scene of photoshoot campaign

Interesting, I just love 'em !

welcome to the world behind Ellen Von Unwerth eyes !
I love her works a lot.
just love her !
just gonna upload from 2010's.

Enjoy the world of fashion !

Absolute Vodka

Guess Fall 2010

Fyi, this is not porn, this is art.

for some people who love to waste their time to talk shits & spreads rumors, just leave, cause I don't care.

I never ask you to read my blog. you just prove yourself that you have an ancient mind, maybe somebody should put you in the museum.

For my readers, Enjoy ! =)

A naughty Fairytale (one of my fave)




Okay, let's move to other campaign.

Topshop Spring/Summer 2010




Yves Saint Laurent Fall/Winter 2010/2011 (almost hold my breathe)




Louis Vuitton Fall/Winter 2010 video making




Prada Fall/Winter 2010




Miu Miu Fall Winter 2010

Love Languange

I found this video, I think this project was made by singaporean students.
well, I like it !
just so sweet =)
Enjoy !

back on my junkies track !

Hello universe !
sorry for not blogging for a while, I'm just busy & when I'm not I'm too tired to blog.
I apologize to those who often check on my blog & hoping for new posts,
I really didn't expect that there're people who interested in my blog, since I realized my blog is so boring & I'm not a fashion blogger eventhough I'm a fashion student,
this is just my personal blog, my personal life. So I'm a lil' bit surprised when some people start to email me about why I'm not posting anything for a while & waiting for my new posts or wants to know more about me personally because of my blog.
wow, I really really did not expect that, cause honestly I don't really care people wanna read mine or not, because I'm blogging not for getting a lot of readers, I'm blogging just for myself. lol
maybe I'm over-reacting now, but I don't care what others say,
I just want to thank all my readers, I appreciate that a lot ;') *hugs through cyber*
uhh, so lame, i don't even know how to talk about it. I never good in words.




















So, last week is so busy & I'm just so lazy to talk about it.
just going to share random photos, oh & md is in town again ! =)

Attending Anne Avantie II decades Party & Fashion Show

Fiori Fashion Event

Esmod Fashion Show, I'm a mummy girl yeah! wearing my senior's bustier.
All sew from real bandage, give applause to my senior !

The Designer, my tiny lovely senior, Yelly =)

I was interviewed in Jakarta Fashion Week

still got more events, but I haven't got the photos yet.

Out of writing idea.

chaoo chicks ! xxx

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

All about Commercial

So, I remembered I ever saw a commercial,
which is for me, one of the best commercial in the world.
It's about cancer, a very short movie not even a minute, but it makes my tears drop.
I really wanna share this & I researched it & found it again.
MUST WATCH !
sorry for the bad quality couldn't find the good one.



& another commercial, kindda funny but creative !



& beer advertisement, creative !



& two stupid condom commercial ! LOL so stupid !



LOL STUPID !



so anyone interested in advertising ?

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

random

Today is not really my day.
couldn't describe 'em one by one.
not in a good condition,
but at least I know who's there & who's not.
because most of the people who have ever told me that they care about me & love me,
are actually the people who're missing.
That's why I never believe in words, words are just bullshit.
words are just words, I never know which is real &; which is not, except they're proved.
I'm a human, I'm not perfect either.
I got plenty of bad attitudes & temper too, & maybe I'm just selfish.
I just want them to be there no matter what.
I know I'm childish, but who doesn't ? it's a part of human.
at least I'm not doing anything stupid, I'm just immature, not 'stupidly childish'. know the difference ?
I'm tired of being tired,
I'm tired of trying to be a good person,
& I'm tired of trying to be a bad person.

so not in the mood.
I'm just.. sad.
I really really wanna go to singapore to accompany my mom next 2weeks.
she's going to have a big operation & my dad is not able to accompany her,
so my grandma & aunt will go there & accompany her.
I'm just scared.
I was trying so hard to hold my tears when she texted me & told me so many things.
suddenly I felt so alone, empty, just lonely.
It's not a homesick, but.. just don't know how to describe it.

I got nothing more to say.
If you ask me what's in my mind right now,
I'd definitely answer I don't know.
cause' I don't know. all blank.

-random minds of mine-

Just to kill boredom

Still not much to share about, maybe I'll share things in weekends I guess,
cause this saturday is my uni's open house, so got some workshop & a small fashion show.
My two fashion design projects were chosen & being displayed. don't even know what's good from my projects --"
I'll be a mummy girl ! wearing my senior's bustier =) she got a unique one, so different from the others!
& maybe I'll have a simple photo session in weekends. humm.. don't know yet, but it's kindda private for me so maybe not gonna upload it. we'll see.
Just gonna share some fashion & silly videos again from youtube that I found on my friend's profile.

So, this is Lavin ♥ H&M :



some antm models shoot :



& silly videos again from annoying orange, here comes LADY PASTA (GAGA?) !

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo

sometimes I'm sweet sometimes I'm sour

Spending weekend last weekend with all my chicklets,
this is one of my best chicks, she's back to hometown already ='(
miss her already ='(

It's monday & am staying at home for the whole day since I got this annoying fever, sore throat, & crazy ulcer pain :(

Don't have much to share since there's nothing epic to share.
just felt so guilty & sad,
just lost one of my best friends ='(
I'm such a mean person.
I'm such a weirdo.

*kissonthelips*

Lovess,

xoxo